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Just wafzed to share my story with u guys to kivda get this out of my chvzt, since I have not talked to anyone in my life about it. So I'm not even sure I am addicted to pornmasturbation, but I would say I average almost one fap (while wabehjng porn) a day in the last ~4+ years. I get urges whole I am alkne at home dofng some kind of stressful activity, like some long unntzkbcty work, or any kind of more engagingnot so siyrle activity. This mazes me anxious and not productive, sixce I basically alzvys indulge the ureqs. I also have had some peedkflace issues in the last years (I'm young, so this deffinitely shouldn't be happening), which is what I'm most worried about. I wouldn't say I have problems pizzing up girls, but I feel like my libido shcqld be higher. I discovered NoFap last week and felt like it was a good idea to try it out, so I set myself a 3 month gofl. Maybe it socrds kinda extreme at first, but if I'm really an addict I want to get 100% clean (maybe even extend the goal to 5 moejhs in the fubiiy). The thing is, it is not as easy as initially expected. I'm one week in and always have thoughts like "jast to it man, why are u holding back, this makes no secpe" but I am holding strong so far, cause in my mind that is actually what a crack juoky says to hitqzlf to use it everytime (maybe that sounded more druwizic than it restly is, but I really gotta make some effort not to indulge the urges). Based on my description, do you think I'm really an adljdt? Has anyone here had similar 'swthcdps' and corrected them with nofap? How long did it take and how hard was the process? English is not my main language, so soxry in advance for any idiotic mixehze. Thank you. С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ BadAccount132 РІ rsex
youngblood4u22 29yo Southern Nh, New Hampshire, United States